how_my_first_year_in_college_really_went_at_the_university_of_maryland_38744521

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In case I don't know autoplay somehow you're here. So if you don't know what I'm about to talk about, I am going to be giving you the truth. About how my first year of college wet? Yeah, smiled and, uh, in a little bit. You're living your best life like uh, sees me having to college like you. There's a lot of things that happened within my whole first year at uni that lead me to make this video where I will ultimately tell you I do not want to go back to school. I'm just going to tell you how my first year went. Um, why I've come thio the opinion that I don't want to go back to school no matter how bad my summer gets, no matter how bored I am every frickin day, No matter how terrible my stomach is currently, I still would rather go back to school. I most people know if you don't know, he probably don't. It was like that was like high school and middle school. I was obviously sad, but the thing that did keep me pushing Waas going to college throughout high school no matter like how bad things were getting, it was kind of like OK, yeah, but in four years old out of here and that's where I think I went wrong because I was like, Oh, you know, out here I'll be happy. Like I leave, you know, small town, leave the state and I'm going to be happy. I was going to be happy, you know? And I chose you Indeed, because off how diverse it was because off a black unity. You know, I love d. C. So there's nothing that I don't like about the school. Like I mean, I did in high school, had, like, a bunch of different friend groups, you know, a bunch of different people that are all hung out with, and then in college, you kind of just have your one friend group, and that's kind of how it is for everyone except for like, if you're I don't know. That's kind of how it is for everyone when it comes, like to the social aspects of my friends like I was talking about, you can get really caught up in the social aspect of school very, very easily, especially going in a refreshment. I go to the shoot state school like 50,000 people like Oh my God. Although like my grades end up being fine, it's just like you can definitely find herself tipping one way or the other in college. Very How do you say Depressed? It was weird clothes coming off for a semester. A lot of people say that they want to go back to college or like you have being specific for the social life. No, it doesn't do it for me, You know, First Muster, as I said, like, yeah, you're going to a party than stuff. You can't really reach out to your friends back home because yeah, like they can help you book through a phone call and plus you remember they're going through their own thing with their own friends, their own problems. You have your new life too, So the people in front of you are going to be your backbone. Then the people around you also have their own lives, like in college. This is so bad. Oh, my God, this is so But I don't I can't picture myself getting the degree like I can't in high school like I could like. You know, it is hard on no one's has you how hard it is going to be all I saw a tweet. Now what is it It was like no one ever told you how lonely you'll get in college. No one ever tells you how hard your classes are going to be, because in high school there babying you, you go to Carl. You can't afford that in college because when it takes energy for you to leave your bedroom, it's hard to get a little class. It's hard to get up to go to study, but you can't be hard because that is the reason why you are in school. So my hoping when I do go back to school, I'm one afraid I will get back to the place I was second semester. I have to get my grades up, meaning I won't be as socially active because I know I need to get my grades up. So I don't know how I'm goingto be able to focus on getting my grades up, also beating their socially and also just folk and just making sure I don't get in the place. That's why I do not want to go back to school and I said said it before Socially, it's not enough for me. So want to go back to school because I don't even like my major, and it's not like I can just change it. Is that what you want? No. Because as I said it before, I do love the school. I'm just saying I do not love the situations I went through when I was in school. I love this like I liked doing with, but I don't know, okay? I just don't know. I'm literally this video was going sideways because I know what I'm talking about. You guys, if you're watching this and you're an incoming freshmen or you're, like, about school, call your junior like if you're washing up because you're thinking about college or like are you going to unity? Which is super cool. Yes, I know I was I mean, the whole list, but I can adjust.